Item: RobotNinjas Tribal Shift Dress, Susette
Measurements: PTP 22", Length 34"
Comments: Brand new in bag. Recommended sizing is at max a uk10 because of the dress's straight cut, mail me if you'd like close ups (: ; proper view of the dress is at this url -> Robot Ninjas Collection 49
Price: $25 Mailed


Item: BonitoChico Rose-Printed Tee in Cream
Measurements: PTP 18.5", Length 25"
Comments: Brand new in bag. There wasn't a backorder for this! Fits at max a small uk10 IMO, proper view is at this url -> BonitoChico Clamour For Glamour II
Price: $24 Mailed

All prices are negotiable if you're reasonable, just comment here or drop me an email at esiery@hotmail.com (:

it's not having everything go right;
it's facing whatever goes wrong.
it's not being without fear;
it's having the determination to go on in spite of it.
remember that every day ends
and brings a new tomorrow.
love what you do,
do the best you can,
and always remember
how much you are loved.

-vickie m. worsham

Verse 1
I couldn't seem to fall asleep
There was so much on my mind
Searching for that peace
But the peace I could not find
So then I knew how to pray
Praying helped me please
Then He said you don't have to cry
Cause I'll supply all your needs

Chorus
As sooon as I stop worrying
Worrying how the story ends
I'll let go and I let God
Let God have His way
That's when things start happening
I'll stop looking at back then
I let go and I'll let God have His way

Verse 2
There so much going on
Sometimes I can't find my way
And often times I struggle
Struggle from day to day
I have to realize that it's not my battle
It's not my battle to fight
I have to know if I to put it in His hands
That everything will be alright

let go and let God
i nearly cried when i heard it, when my high emotions hit an all time low yesterday

i know it's not my battle to face
 

Just as a bird is never bigger than a mountain, no problem is ever bigger than God. It’s all a matter of changing our perspective.  — Julie Ackerman Link

Isaiah 53:6 reminds us that just like sheep, we have a tendency to go astray. That’s why we need a Shepherd to guide us and a Savior to pay the penalty for our sin.

No matter how far you’ve traveled in the wrong direction, it’s not too late to turn around. God is ready to forgive and restore (Ps. 32:5). If you’re headed down the wrong road, please make a U-turn.  — Cindy Hess Kasper

I can no longer keep up or accomplish the task. But I am learning that I can turn with arms upraised to my heavenly Father, who walks beside me, and I can ask Him to carry me.

and ks you are sam seriously

"My wife and I like to rollerblade. Near the end of one of our favorite routes is a long hill. When we first started taking this route, I tried to encourage Sue by saying, “Are you ready for the hill?” just before pushing our way to the top. But one day she said, “Could you please not say that? You make it sound like a huge mountain, and that discourages me.”

It was better for Sue to face the hill thinking only about one “step,” or one rollerblade push, at a time instead of an entire steep hill to conquer.

Life can be like that. If we peer too far ahead of today, the challenges may feel like a Mt. Everest climb. They can appear impossible to handle if we think we have to be “ready for the hill.”

The Bible reminds us that today is all we need to tackle. We don’t need to worry about tomorrow’s tasks (Matt. 6:34). Imagine Moses thinking, “I’ve got to feed all these people for who knows how long. How can I get that much food?” God took care of that mountain with manna—but only enough for one day at a time (Ex. 16:4).

Every hill in life is too high if we think we must climb it all at once. But no hill is insurmountable if we take it one step forward at a time—with God’s help.  — Dave Branon"

so apt, with a's in two weeks i haven't been online recently. it's surreal, it's strange and every other day i feel lost: i wonder if i'm doing enough. i wonder if my studying is enough. i wonder if i'm studying correctly! /(we all know that didnt work out too well for prelims) i wonder about a lot of things. and best friend says i've gotten out of control with my planning.
at first it was the month by month thing, then i got the 7 days a week so i did week planning. then everyday i write on a new sheet of science pad about the times of what i want to do today.

i only realized it was getting out of control last night when she told me she'd become my planning listener where i just spout the times and things i need to do by the day to her, if i get bored and call.

last night before i slept i took some time to think about why i'd been going crazy planning and becoming almost obsessive. (At one point two years ago it was cleanliness HAHA). maybe it's because recently life's been so topsy turvy, with the worsening family problems, and grades, and studying and just not being able to have faith though i know i must and i think i can't do it, and i can't control it. so i plan. i plan because there's no other way for me to get control of the life i once i thought i had in my hands. it's scary, and freaky because i only hear about this kind of stuff on tv where they depict psychotic teens but no, this is different. check out my planning diary.


this is for next week, "slow and steady wins the race; every step i take i take in You, You make me move Jesus!"


this was this week's, the little car's cloud says "for the joy of the lord is my strength, fuelled ahead for the rest of the days ahead",
plus lyrics from desert song! (Ilookdown)


last bit of a note i wrote to myself on this cool post it, "you have to put in your best, and leave God the rest"

God has been so good, in failing prelims, in getting back up, in friends who give you support, in family who rushes to your side, in everything, and it's amazing, because i go to church every sunday, and i feel so refreshed, but it's outside church that God speaks to me. when i want to give up, i sit and think, and here, here are all these things, written at different times, at different periods of trials, but they all say the same thing: God is there, and He's always been, even when i was crying and felt so alone after prelims.

"because i don't always feel like it, sometimes i don't feel like singing to God, but i know my circumstance and this season doesn't change that God is still God, and it doesn't change what God's called me to do, He's still in the throne in Heaven, and He still rules, and He's still bigger than everything i'm facing." - Jill McCloghry

 

this is my prayer in the desert
when all that's within me feels dry
this is my prayer in my hunger and need
my God is the God who provides

this my prayer in the fire
in weakness or trial or pain
there is a faith proved to mopre worth than gold
so refine me Lord through the flame

and i will bring praise, i will bring praise
no weapon formed against me shall remain
i will rejoice, i will declare
God is my victory and He is here

this is my prayer in the battle
when triumph is still on its way
i am a conqueror co-heir with Christ
so firm by His promise i'll stand

and i will bring praise, i will bring praise
no weapon formed against me shall remain
i will rejoice, i will declare
God is my victory and He is here

all of my life, in every season
You are still God, i have a reason to sing
i have a reason to worship

and i will bring praise, i will bring praise,
no weapon formed against me shall remain
i will rejoice, i will declare
God is my victory and He is here

and this is my prayer in the harvest
when favour and providence flow
i know i'm filled to be emptied again
the seed i receive i will sow

apt, motivating and God given lesson of the day (which is too coincidental to be a coincidence  because i haven't logged on for really long let alone read daily bread):
God is there to give us strength for every hill we have to climb.

this just made me feel so thankful and recharged to study again. onward j2s two more weeks!